Story of an abused Pakistani Christian child

I am Amala Khan an adopted child. I belong to a strict religious pashtun family of Balochistan, Pakistan. My grandfather protected me my mother and my sister from our hard liner family.

After his death my mom was forced to abandon me, they said I was born out of marriage and according to Islam must be killed. We were always hiding from our family. They also tried to poison my sister Sadia.

Me and my sister were too inspired with my tuition teacher Miss Ruby A Christian lady. We accepted Christianity.

My sister was writing about ISI of Pakistan. Our life was in danger, both from our family State and  the extremists.

We fled to Sri Lanka. In Sri Lanka ISI trapped us through the Pakistan friendly Govt of Sri Lanka.

We were in illegal detention for 1 month. They took our passports gold and everything we had. They told my sister that she was an Indian spy and will be taken to the court.

My sister was terrified and had a heart attack. I was in the hospital with her my mother was not allowed to visit her in the hospital. We were guarded by armed police men and women.

We fled from the detention on April 9 2013. We begged UNHCR to protect us. They did not help. UNHCR wanted to please Sri Lankan Govt. They abandoned us when we were faced by death from all over.

Now we are on the run. We spent 8 months in hiding. 2 long years with UNHCR and they still don’t know how to decide our case.

Living in hiding is a heart breaking experience. While leaving a train in confusion I fell from train. With my broken hand we kept looking for a shelter to hide.

Anyone can feel that we are persecuted and takes advantage. Our owner of the rented room attacked me and my sister sadia. He touched us very badly.

We informed UNHCR but received no help.

We rose to the occasion and started a campaign on the internet to save our life.

My sister bought blades and made a plan that she will cut herself and put it on YouTube to let people know about our sufferings and get help.

She could not cut herself for a long time. She said blade is too sharp… God will find another way for us.

On October 14 2013 my mother went out from hiding to beg UNHCR once again to protect us. She was crying when she said goodbye to us. That was the last time we saw her.

My mother came back from UNHCR empty handed to the empty house (room) We had left the place fearing authorities.

After getting separated from our mother we are deeply sad and at last on a very sad day my sister cut herself very badly while I sat with her.  I watched her helplessly. My world was dark as my sister bled.

My big sis cuts herself

This video did not melt anyone including UNHCR.

Later UNHCR announced asylum for my sister but not for me and my mom. UNHCR is still thinking that whether we are persecuted or not??

2 years have passed.  3 women on the run in a foreign land chased by Sri Lanka Pakistan and their family UNHCR is still thinking.

Angry abused child Amala

I am Amala an abused child. I have lived in hiding with my sick sister and mother for almost 1 year.

While we were in hiding few months back a man who was the owner of the rented room in which we were living,  attacked me and my sister. He said you do not have passports with you and I will call the police. He touched me and my sister very badly. We saved ourselves by running from him.

We told UNHCR to save us and help us but they never helped. I am dying to go to School. I want to play with other children but I am not spending a normal life.

WE were in the jail in Sri Lanka for 1 month for no reason. They took our passports and all we had for no reason!!! No help from UNHCR

We live in hiding and in very bad conditions. We don’t have a father or any other man so people do not respect us. The gate keeper also touches me; he knows no body will shout on him for doing this.

Not a single child in this world has worked hard so much as I have done. For the last 1 year I am trying to reach people by my blogs facebook pages and Google+ to help us and take us out from SriLanka.

WHY an  abused girl was not helped WHY WHY ??????

My sis cuts herself and I look

Long time back my sis bought some blades and decided to cut her and upload that live on YouTube channel so that people will know about us and help. She tried doing it many times but could not do it. She was scared of the very sharp blade and every time told me

 “God willing we will get some help without me cutting myself.”

My mother tired of long hiding went to UNHCR and asked for help… no help she came back to the empty house because we left the house out of fear of being caught. Now we are separated from our mother.

 Now my sister was very sad and disappointed and really cut herself.

I sat with her she started cutting herself and I looked while my heart was crying.  We uploaded the video to the YouTube and waited for the help. But no one offered help.

I put a bandage on my sister cuts but there were so much blood coming out. I was scared that my sis will die. I prayed to Jesus to heal her. I miss my mother who is now separated from us and lives somewhere else in hiding….

We are converted Christians. Me and my sis are trying hard to save our life and get out of Sri Lanka but people just don’t help. UNHCR has left us all alone because it wants good relations with Sri Lankan Govt.

 Govt of Sri Lanka took our passports and wants to deport us to Pakistan. Frightened we live in hiding….

Will some one help?????
My sisters blog:
http://mullahmilitarymilitantsandjudiciary.blogspot.com/

Sufferings of an asylum seeker child

Help I Am Abused

Dear All,

I am a converted Christian child blogger.  I am a desperate child who is trying to get asylum for the last 2 years and live in hiding with a heart patient sister. Our mother is separated from us.
 Sri Lankan authorities took our passports and everything and kept us in the jail. They are helping Pakistan authorities who want to kill my sister because she wrote against them.

I am very angry with UNHCR.
 Once a drunk house owner attacked me and my sis. Now we live in hiding a very unsafe place the gate keeper always touches me on my body I am afraid one day they will rape us. My sis is sick and weak and scared to death.

I wish my father was alive he would have saved us. I hate UNHCR.